Sunday, March 30, 2008;
♥ 3/30/2008 08:30:00 AM
You know i'd fight for you
But how could i fight for someone who isn't even there
&the rest of you, i want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair>>I feel like a
robot.
I feel as though my daily life is sinking into a (stinky)
routine, which kind of really
sucks.
&i feel as though my life's being
controlled by my player out there in another world. :\
What a way to start a post.Anyways, this week would have been great, if not for the existence of thursday.
Tues was
nonsensecrap. We din have any teachers in all the lessons, cept for history lecture, which in anyway, doesn't really matter. :\ Please, i dont even know why i go school for.
Wed was alright. Day at
Red Cross Home for the Disabled wasn't too bad as well. (: Although i rammed my right shin into onto of the resident's metal bed. ): &i took the
long bus ride 106 back with yuliang.
Fri was pretty
normal. Since the lectures were held in lt5 again, &mr leow are back in class.
But
Thurs was actually quite horrible. It was as though i woke up at the
wrong side of the bed, which is less likely to be the case, since my bed is against the wall. But yeah, it felt as though anything &everything would get on my nerves
somehow, &i'm just ready to
burst anytime. It just feels like,
A BAD DAY. :\
&i did burst. :\ To all my friends/classmates whom i
burst at on thurs.
I'm terrible sorry. Nonetheless, i'm still glad that thurs is over &
long gone. &
almostthankful, that i din die that day, from
anything.
I was supposed to go for
ac carnival today, since bryan generously gave us his 20bucks coupons. But aaron decided not to head down for it, so huili &i didnt go as well. :\
I dunno,
mixed emotions.
So we (bryan ky aaron huili hy &i) headed down to jec for lunch. Hy left, &we went to catch
'The Orphanage'. ): The show came up to be a
disappointment.
Despite the advertisement &trailer being so
'convincing', we still spent wasted 9.5$ on the film. Like what aaron said,
'it's not a horror to us, but a horror to our wallets'.Although some parts were freaky,
i still think it's not worth the money. :\
I guess the recent films i really enjoy are Harry Potter, Resident Evil &Spiderman. :D
Come to think of it, i watched Harry2 with my pri school friends, Harry3 with my sec school friends &RE all three with aaron (of which, RE 1 &2 in
china). (:
Supposed you like a
certain thing, which is a very
unique one &is the
only piece left in the world.
You want it, you've been eyeing it for a really long time, &you soon grow to realise that you
really like it,
alot.
But
alas, your friend (a rather good &close one) actually has her eyes on it as well.
Would you
give it up for her? Or would you try to
cling onto it?
; Knowing myself, i'd give it up for my friend. Yes, i would.
But i know deep inside of me, i want to ever so badly as well. &now, i find myself
stuck in the middle, middle of giving up &clinging onto it.
I dunno. It seems kind of
suffocating in there. I wish i can wriggle
free. :\
Sometime, night seems impossible to survive through;Labels: in the middle of giving up and keeping it., my week
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
